Macadesa

cranberryv0dka:

littletrenchcoatangel:

Sometimes I ask myself how it’s possible that I’m inspired by [and attracted to] a man that is insane, hilarious, idiotic, talented, and damn well retarded, but then I just remember, it’s Misha. No matter how much milk he pours on his face, or how many cicadas he intentionally sticks on his crotch when he visits Nashville [because we all know he put it there on purpose], he will always be the boy that was amazed that you could spend 14 whole dollars in one place, the man whose house burnt down when he was young, who lived in a park with his family, who became a carpenter to put himself through college, who embraced his weirdness, and met the love of his life because of it, the man who built his own house with his own two hands, who started his own charity, who can be so down to earth and so insanely crazy that it just makes sense, the man who puts his son to sleep with Peaches, who makes jokes about everything but defends the things he believes in with the utmost conviction, who loves the world with all his heart, even though fate gave him a bad hand to begin with, the actor who turned out to be a hero, an inspiration, an idol, for so many people that it baffles me that he hasn’t won an award for it, the man who met a stranger one day and vowed that he would be just like him and give people the opportunity to live… The man who makes me feel better about myself every day because he’s different, too, who makes me see that it’s better to embrace weirdness than to hide it, who gives me hope in humanity… The man that is a part of the show that saved my life, the man that makes me feel like a creep because I know so much, and yet so little, about him, the man that I wish would be around 50% younger so that I might have the chance to love someone as genuine as him… The man that, were the world a kingdom, he would be the king.

Sometimes I ask myself why I’ll always remember Misha Collins, and then I think I’m an idiot. Because I will always remember Misha Collins, because he gave me hope, and he saved my life.

It’s hard to forget the people that are that important to you, even if they don’t even know you exist.

Oh my dear lord…you said this so perfectly…thank you tumblr person :”3 I feel the exact same way. Ah let me hug you <3 

♥

(via cranberryv0dka)

cranberryv0dka:

and then a week later appeared at a con

#HOW DO YOU EXIST #misha collins #for that matter who the fuck took a photo of him being dashed into the ER in a neckbrace on a stretcher #was he like VICKI YOU GOTTA GET THIS IT’LL MAKE A GREAT TWITTER POST #and vicki was like #IF YOU DIE I’M PUTTING THIS ON YOUR TOMBSTONE WITH THAT QUOTE #AS PROOF THAT I MARRIED AN INSANE PERSON #YOU DELIRIOUS FUCK #and then misha complained about the sandwiches on the internet #misha collins #life-ruiner

This man….I swear.